Writing Life

A periodic record of thoughts and life as these happen via the various roles I play: individual, husband, father, grandfather, son, brother (brother-in-law), writer, university professor and others.

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I was born on Shaw Air Force Base in Sumter, South Carolina, then lived a while in Fayetteville, North Carolina, before moving, at the age of 5, to Walnut, NC. I graduated from Madison High School in 1977. After a brief time in college, I spent the most of the 1980s in Nashville, Tennessee, working as a songwriter and playing in a band. I spent most of the 1990s in school and now teach at a university in Tennessee. My household includes wife and son and cat. In South Carolina I have a son, daughter-in-law and two granddaughters.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

An Aside

I'm always interested in our paths through this world and how we come together in a given place and at a given time.

So, here's the question: In the spring of 1980, while I was in Nashville--writing songs, going to school, etc.--where were you and what were you doing?

Friday, March 28, 2008

Nashville 1980 (Part I)


I don't remember now how I went about finding a place to live on my first sojourn in Nashville, but according to my "Captain's Log" I was living in this house by the night of 5 January 1980. Although the street number escapes me, the place is on 17th Avenue South, part of the famed "Music Row."

The house had been remodeled by the time this picture was taken, and it had been painted. I remember it as being sort of a yellowish tan color. Two large apartments were downstairs; you can see them here--the windows on either side of the entrance. On the right side of the house was a doorway, just inside of which a set of stairs rose to the second floor. Up there were three one-room "apartments" that shared a bath and a kitchen.

See the set of widows on the upper left-hand portion of the front of the house? Those weren't there. At that time, the area where the windows are was a kind of open porch-balcony accessible only through a window that led from my room. I had a single room, maybe 10x12 with a bed and a dresser. It might have had a desk as well, but I don't remember it. I'm sure it was a rather nasty place, but I lived there for some six months for a monthly rent of $109.

The apartment building visible in the right-hand portion of the picture wasn't there then; instead a rather dark little house sat there, and in it lived a rough-and-tumble minor country music star named Joe Sun. Two or three houses up the street, in the direction the car in the picture is pointing, was a big house that was home to the offices (and maybe a recording studio) owned by Waylon Jennings. Belmont College, where I was going to school, was three or four blocks further on past Waylon's place.

In my "Captain's Log" for stardate 010.680 (6 January 1980) I began with the following: "Tonight is my second night as a citizen of Nashville, Tennessee. It's as good as can be expected of the situation I have put myself into. That being off campus in an upstairs one-room apartment. So far it has been boring and very lonely but I have chosen this for work purposes, school and songwriting. . . ."

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Happy Birthday, Mark!



It is today, isn't it?

This is Mark, New Year's Eve, in either 1991 or 1992, I don't remember which. I would like to say half a lifetime ago, but it's getting to be more like a third of a lifetime ago!

Happy birthday, brother, be it today or not!

Monday, March 24, 2008

Prelude to Nashville

I've blogged the story of the White Water Band. When I left the group in the summer between my junior and senior years, I decided that the next year I would go to college and major in music, even though I would have been playing flute only two years at that point. Sometime in spring of 1977, the spring of my senior year, I traveled to Greenville, North Carolina, to audition for the music program there. I didn't get in. So, sometime later that spring I auditioned to get into the music program at Mars Hill College, just a few miles from home, and I made it. I spent the next two-and-a-half years as a flute major at MHC. I had a darn good time, and I learned a lot about music.

All the time I was writing songs.

After my trip to Europe in the summer of 1979--have I blogged that?--I entered fall semester of my junior year at Mars Hill. The previous spring, I'd played what was called my "jury," I believe, to determine what path my two remaining years of music study would take. I desperately wanted to be a performance major instead of moving into the high school band director path. Believe it or not, after only four years of playing, the last two with a wonderful MHC flute teacher named Dr. Joyce Bryant, I made performance major! In my greater dreams I would be a world famous solo flutist, recording and touring for the rest of my life. In my lesser dreams, I would be a first-chair flutist in the symphony orchestra of some large city.

All the time I was writing songs.

I guess something happened to me that summer in Europe. I'm not sure what it was. Maybe I began to see myself and my life differently as I encountered people and places so different and removed from my own experience. Maybe it was that night when I borrowed a guitar from the house band and "Stairway to Heaven" in an outdoor restaurant in the hills above Rome. Again, I'm not sure what it was.

What I am sure of was that when I returned to Mars Hill College in Fall 1979, I began to think differently. I faced up to the realization that I simply didn't have the dexterity in my fingers even to be last-chair flutist in the symphony orchestra of a medium-sized city. I could play slow stuff beautifully, but that was the best I had to offer. Not being able to face the idea of being a band director, I began to look around. The Europe trip seemed to have opened me up to the possibility of living somewhere besides Madison County, North Carolina, so I was ready when I saw a newspaper article about the Music Business Program at Belmont College in Nashville, Tennessee.

I looked closely at the article, maybe sent off to the school for some information and an application. These came, and I applied. Sometime in early December, I think, I broke the news to my family and friends, to Dr. Bryant and others that I was leaving Mars Hill and beginning studies as a Music Business major at Belmont come January 1980. I don't remember getting anything but support in this decision. Although I might have forgotten some arguments or heated discussions, all I remember from my parents was the total love and commitment they always showed me.

I remember spending a rainy New Year's Eve on the telephone with a bunch of my friends from the previous summer's Europe trip. (I was in North Carolina, and several of them had gathered in southern California.) Then only a day or two after New Year's Day 1980, I packed up my Ford Pinto stationwagon and headed out for Nashville.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Stormy Saturday

Not long ago I mentioned Dougie MacLean in this blog. When the ridiculous Grammy event was taking place on television, I was in Asheville with friends, where we listened to Dougie MacLean perform songs that are real and rich.


For the past couple of weeks, the band has performed this song at Cherokee. It's MacLean's "Ready for the Storm." We haven't put the words up on the screen--at least I don't think we have--so it seems appropriate to post them here as the thunder rumbles now and then somewhere near my home:


The waves crash in and the tide pulls out
it's an angry sea but there is no doubt
that the lighthouse will keep shining out
to warn the lonely sailor
and the lightning strikes and the wind cuts cold
through the sailor's bones, through the sailor's soul
till there's nothing left that he can hold
except the rolling ocean


but I am ready for the storm, yes sir, ready
I am ready for the storm, I'm ready for the storm


Oh give me mercy for my dreams
cause every confrontation seems
to tell me what it really means to be this lonely sailor
but when the sky begins to clear
and the sun it melts away my fear
I'll cry a silent weary tear
for those that need to love me


but I am ready for the storm, yes sir, ready
I am ready for the storm, I'm ready for the storm


The distance it is no real friend
and time will take its time and
you will find that in the end
it brings you me, the lonely sailor
and when you take me by your side
you love me, Lord, you love me and
I should have realized
I had no reason to be frightened


but I am ready for the storm, yes sir, ready
I am ready for the storm, I'm ready for the storm


Now, the "Lord" in the third verse isn't MacLean's. That substitution was made, it seems, by Rich Mullins when he recorded the song for one of his albums. Rich replace Dougie's "warm" with "Lord."


By the way, if you're not familiar with Rich Mullins, he was one of the great Christian songwriters and performers of the 1980s and early '90s, the writer of "Awesome God." He died in a terrible traffic accident some years ago.


One thing more: today I attended the memorial service for a friend and colleague of mine. His name was Steve Gross, and we worked in the Department of English together. He taught linguistics and was a brilliant man and an enjoyable friend. Steve and I earned our doctorates at the same time at the University of South Carolina. Literature and linguistics are often housed in the same department, but the paths they lead their scholars on don't necessarily cross one another that often. So, we didn't really know each other at USC. But we were hired into ETSU at the same time--August 2001--and became good friends since then. He died suddenly sometime last weekend, and my head hasn't been on straight since last Tuesday evening when his body was discovered at home in his bed.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

Reentry

"Well, I'm back," as Samwise Gamgee says at the very end of The Return of the King, the final book in Tolkien's Lord of the Rings trilogy. When I last appeared here I was setting out for Murfreesboro, Tennessee, with a group of ETSU honors students and thinking about blogging my memories of life in Nashville in the 1980s and '90s. Today is a special day in those memories, which I'll get to in a bit, but first a few highlights from the three weeks since my last entry.
  • The weekend after the Murfreesboro trip, I traveled to Louisville, Kentucky, where I delivered a paper on Spokane/Coeur d'Alene Sherman Alexie: "Blood, Knowledge and Identity in Sherman Alexie's Indian Killer." Louisville was being hit by an ice storm as I drove in on the evening of Thursday, 21 February. My session was to take place on the morning of Saturday the 23rd, so I had my work cut out for me on Friday. As in my student days, I didn't around to writing the paper until the day before it was due and so spent from about 2:00 Friday afternoon until about 11:00 that evening writing the paper. Attendance at the conference was down because of the weather, but a few people showed up for the session, after which I headed home to Tennessee.
  • During the last two weeks of February, I went for the first time through the process of deciding the top 22 applicants for the University Honors Scholars Program I direct at ETSU. This group will make up next year's freshman class of scholarship students. Each application had been evaluated by five campus folk, four faculty and staff and one honors student. Then I did the rankings and put together the offer letters, the waiting list letters and the regret letters.
  • The band at church has played a couple of interesting tunes lately: Simon and Garfunkel's "The Sound of Silence" and Dougie MacLean's "Ready for the Storm."
  • After Sunday School on Sunday, 2 March, the three of us left Tennessee for five nights in Charleston, South Carolina, where we walked around a lot, ate a lot of wonderful food, took a ghost tour (and photographed a ghostly "orb") and a carriage ride and generally lounged around, returning yesterday (Friday). Both on the way down to Charleston and on the way back, we stopped in the Columbia area to see son, daughter-in-law and beautiful granddaughters.

Finally, today is the 24th anniversary of the original recording of the original recording of "Thunder and Lightning," engineered by my good friend jb at Bullet Recording Studios in Nashville. Studio musicians were a bass player named Joe (I think), a drummer named Mark, guitar players named Greg and Brent and a piano player named John Jarvis. Here's my journal entry for that day, 8 March 1984: "Today was special! We cut a song called 'Thunder and Lightning' and it's hard to describe the results. Everybody was just flipping out at the sound. Earl and I picked it as sort of an afterthought, the band got it on the first take, and my vocal came together very quickly. It was magic; a magical gift from God! The whole sound of it haunts me and already it seems like a dream. It's difficult to hear something sounding so good when you feel like others have sounded good as well but there is something special in those tracks. I don't know what it is but I like it! We also did sax overdubs and cut "My Young Island Princess" both efforts turned out great. Time to sleep . . . Follow the light"

http://faculty.etsu.edu/codym/song_Thunder%20and%20Lightning.mp3

This isn't the original recording from 1984, but I like this version even better.